What Could Possibly Go Wrong?

So, in thinking about psychologists, I have had to think about all the awful psychologists who I saw for evaluations for the DoL, and finally, it occurred to me how cruel and nearly abusive it is to force someone who is mentally ill and thus fragile to go to an evaluation with a psychologist who is paid to call them a liar. While I was already screwed up from the medication in Africa, I really do have some serious issues from seeing these doctors. I doubt my own ability to explain my condition. I don't trust that anyone can see how much I struggle or how sick I am, even though I have major physical problems from my illness. I also doubt the competency of psychologists (the lady who said, "You don't look like you have brain damage." comes to mind) and their ability to do their jobs. *sigh* I hate being sick.