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I finished the zentangle! You can see it here. I should be able to get it sent out tomorrow.

In other news, I'm going to try working on my jacket pattern.
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I have three paintings that I'd like to get done by Friday, and I think it might actually work out. I'm kind of falling behind with everything, so I _hope_ it will work out. I also need to get a second coat of paint on the wall where the shelving will go, as Joel has nearly finished making the shelving, and I would _really_ like to get all the boxes that are piled in our only open floor space upstairs put away, so that we will once again have open floor space. Once I get all this painting done, I need to do the budget and put out a podcast. I don't have all the songs for the next episode, although I think I can come up with the two or three more that I need from some of my sources with blanket permission, but I will still need to download all the songs, listen to them, and choose. I might also go through the songs that came from my regular song listening and sorting, which require that I send emails for permission, since I will have already vetted those. Not bad either way, of course. Just more to do.

I've also _finally_ gotten the plotlines for the space serial to overlap. It will be a much more fast-paced story than I originally expected, I think. Tomorrow, I'll work on cleaning up the plans and then can get back to writing. I'm running a Secret Santa for writing prompts for the local writing group, and the prompt I received was about an unpleasant relative (aunt or uncle) coming to Christmas, and her/his actions either being awful or great. I, of course, immediately fixated on the "aunt or uncle" part and wanted to do "aunt/uncle", so I decided that I will be writing a 4th grade style "My Trip To Earth For Christmas" in which the aunt/uncle does something bizarre but which the family decides is just fine in the "spirit of Christmas", and then they go on to wreak havoc in a way which can kind of be seen as sharing or gift giving. I've got more than a month to do it, and it has to be really short, so I'm sure the AI and I can think up something that isn't too cliche for me to write.

One down

Oct. 8th, 2024 09:08 pm
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I successfully survived my visit to the gynecologist. Yay! All is well. Tomorrow, I will go to the neurofeedback place. Hopefully, that will also go smoothly. I have done all the zentangle on my sister's birthday card, so either tomorrow or Thursday, I'll finish that up with some painting. I'm gleefully enjoying another Mrs. Pollifax book. As always, it is great.

Less crazy

Oct. 7th, 2024 02:52 pm
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I'm less of a total wreck today. We're getting the remnants of a hurricane here, so very windy and wet. I bring in all the oranges that fall from our tree.

Not much else. I'm going pretty slowly, have little things to do, plus the beginnings of another zentangle for my sister. I also need to prepare for tomorrow, as I have a doctor's appointment in the city. I'm hoping that I can get to some of my other projects, like fixing the upstairs wall, next week. Since I'm going to be busy going back and forth to town this week, I won't have time or functionality. I'm thinking of gathering my embroidery supplies for one of my projects (an embroidered cloth bracelet of this image (https://images.app.goo.gl/BjBfoR2RPjm8wJ3g7) of the cosmic microwave background), so that I can just carry it around with me and work on it when I have time. I used Stitch Fiddle the first time, which seems to be pretty good, but then I tried Floss Cross, and I think the colors are better.
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I finished up the painting with the path that I talked about. I'll hold off on posting a picture here until the recipient gets it. I've also decided to simplify the painting I was going to do for my uncle. I have a lot of work to do, and there is no reason to make something super complicated.

In other news, I started working on getting Claude to write me a story that will teach me statistics. The first chapter didn't have any statistics in it, but in the second revision, it was a perfectly acceptable chapter. It mainly had the problems that lots of writers have. I asked it to not use any tags except "said", "asked", or "replied" with dialogue and to not use any adverbs with dialogue tags. I pointed out that it was telling much more than showing ("Anna felt excited" instead of "Anna leaned forward, eyes fixed on the screen") and that there was almost no sense of place. The story was a bit rushed too. When it fixed those things, it was pretty good. I'm looking forward to the actual statistics.

Speaking of Claude, I asked it to help me organize myself, since I'm still having trouble getting things done. The biggest thing I've noticed is that it has me do all the quick, not terribly important things first. A lot of those things, like vacuuming, aren't a huge deal, but having a clean house is nice. Since they take little time, I feel like I've gotten a ton done and am not stressing at the end of the night over all the little things I should have done.
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I got some work done on the painting and the podcast. I also started thinking about how I want to try and organize all these hobbies. At the moment, it is time to get out there on my walk. Also, in good news, Joel is home!!
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All is well here. Joel's family is in town, so I've been socializing a lot. We went to Évora on Tuesday, which was fun. We walked in a couple of parks, saw an ancient Roman temple, a bone chapel/ossuary, and the outside of the largest gothic cathedral in Portugal (I think). Anyway, it was nice to go do something. Since then, I've been focusing on painting. I'm getting a lot closer to having the painting done. Finally. Now, it is time for a walk.
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I'm reading The Hating Game, an enemies to lovers romance. It is excellent so far. I also just started listening to a Patrick O'Brian book, which is excellent, and am beta-reading a friend's short book. So far, my September reading is going really well.

Painting is still going slowly, although I'm definitely working my way toward some of the more central parts of the painting. Unfortunately, I'm going to definitely be late on the other painting (a landscape), which I'm disappointed about.
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I'm still painting the same image. It is still taking forever. Joel rode his electric bike and says that it all works correctly. He is now dropping off the rental. He also managed to get in touch with the company that sold us the refrigerator and has an appointment for them to pick up the old one. Thank goodness!

Bike!

Aug. 28th, 2024 06:52 pm
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Joel got his electric bike back! Yay!!! He is off getting groceries now, but I look forward to hearing his report. Not much else going on. I'm painting a picture of some succulents. It is fun, but will take forever. I think I'm going to try premixing the colors and adding some retarder, so that they don't dry immediately. _Maybe_ that will speed up the process. Otherwise, I fiddle with the colors for each leaf, which draws the process out. I've seen other places where people suggest this slightly more "paint by number" approach. We'll see if it helps.
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Oh, first, it turns out that .38g of magnesium is too much. I started having more nightmares and anxiety. So, I went back to .35g, and now I seem mostly okay again. A bit more tired and less hungry. That's fine.

I finished my cute fish painting! I have another painting that needs work, but I just am not feeling super motivated, so I figure I'll work on it on Sunday. There are _plenty_ of other things that need doing. I always forget that cute but busy paintings take a lot of work if I'm putting in a lot of detail.

I also pulled all the nails out of the upstairs wall (there weren't that many), so next I can fill all the holes and cracks before getting on to some painting. Joel also picked up some insecticide, so now we can deal with current and future woodworms.
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Accessories often seem to make an outfit. I don't really have outfits. I put on some clothing and then am not naked. But I would like to look like I have a sense of style, and I would like to look good in that style. And have it represent who I feel like I am. Or at least, have it not say things about me that I feel aren't true. For me, "artistic" is more accurate than "conservative". "Relaxed" is more representative than "sophisticated". I don't really feel like "frilly", "pastel", "delicate", or "floral" are things that would make me happy. (I'm trying to not use gendered or really judgemental language about clothing, since I think it is bullshit to say that only certain people are allowed to express themselves in a certain way.) I just spent like three hours trying to figure out how to embellish fabrics and create accessories, so that I can have actual outfits. I have a whole bunch of images now of fabric cuff/bracelet designs. Next, I should look at what beads, embroidery floss, and cool buttons I've got.
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I finished the tiny little side piece of the floor that still needed to be sealed, so as of now, the part of the floor that I can access is done. Yay!!! Also, after having been looking at five handkerchiefs that needed to be dyed for quite a while, I finally got that done too. Of course, the cat insisted on coming over to help, so I had to cover everything with cardboard, lift it up and apply dye, and then cover it up before he could put his paws on it. Happily, everything _seems_ to have worked out. I won't really know until tomorrow when I can rinse the handkerchiefs to see what the dye actually looks like. I'm really happy that I can cross these tasks off my list. Tomorrow, hopefully, I'll be able to work on socks. I did not sleep well last night (a week or so ago, waking up twice to go to the bathroom was an improvement. Now, I'm all like, 'Geez, why did I wake up at all?' Two nights of uninterrupted sleep spoiled me.). I'm going to stick to 0.25g of magnesium to see if it will get me up to the "sleeps all night" level or if I need to go back to 0.3g. I really like having the empty capsules. They make it super easy to take the magnesium. Assuming I don't spill it, which I usually do.

Done!!

Aug. 2nd, 2024 06:58 pm
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Yay! The shell painting is done! I have a headache (from my period) and am worn out. Most of the rest of the day will be spent relaxing.

1 hour!!

Aug. 1st, 2024 11:14 pm
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I got 1 hour of deep sleep last night! That is pretty much what I am supposed to get! It is a miracle! For reference, normally my watch combined with the health app on my phone says that I get something more like 8 minutes some nights. I don't feel hugely more functional or anything, but still I'm really happy about it. I'm going to increase my magnesium to 0.3g and leave it there for a while to see what happens.

In other news, I've been painting that shell painting, and it turns out that painting each grain of sand is super slow. Perhaps I already said that. However, listening to the book about Churchill is helping a lot. All the sand is now done, so I just have to paint the giant shell. I'll do that tomorrow. So far, I really like the painting.
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Joel scrubbed the loose bits of grout off the kitchen floor, and I washed it (including scraping off some melted crayon). I'm going to vacuum it and then wash it again tomorrow, as it was pretty filthy. With luck, I'll feel like that is good enough and, when dry, will then put on the sealant.

I've been working on a beach shell painting for a friend too. But I was too zoomed in on the reference photo, so I put one of the parts in the wrong place, and then I was too lazy to move it, so I ended up making a much different, more macro version of the shell painting. Painting each grain of sand is a pain in the butt. However, I'm getting there. I can still get it done before Saturday if I spend a couple of hours on it each day for the next couple of days. I think it will be pretty cool when it is done. My mom painted a painting of a really zoomed in top of a boot when I was a kid, and I always loved that painting (and a lot of my mom's paintings). When I look at this, it reminds me a bit of the boot.

I just finished book 2 of the Dungeon Crawler Carl series. It is so funny, touching, and sad. And really clever. Definitely worth reading for anyone who has played enough video games to know what a loot box is.

I didn't have much of any result with the 0.1g of magnesium from last night. Not a shock, as it was just the tiniest amount. I've doubled that to a bit over 0.2g for tonight. Let's see what happens! Also, taking the mattress off the bed and vacuuming the whole thing _seems_ to have gotten rid of the bug that was biting the crap out of me. There is still something biting me, but I don't have new giant blisters that burst and take months to stop itching and finally heal. Let's keep our fingers crossed that I got the bug. I clearly need to add removing the mattress and vacuuming the bed frame to my monthly cleaning list for the future.
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I just put the second coat of the sealant on the test area of the kitchen floor. So far, so good. Joel also removed all the loose grout so that we can put in happy, new grout soon. Then, we can clean and seal the rest of the floor. I also finished listening to Murderbot book 6, which seemed out of sequence with book 5 and 7, but whatever. I ran out of books to listen to on the service that I was using, but I could use the real library to get the last audiobook, so I did that. Also, I finished painting this birthday card. Now, I'm going to go on a walk.

Walking!

Jul. 3rd, 2024 11:17 pm
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I went on my short walk. Yay! I also painted and worked on my Mass Effect story. :)
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I have two new paintings I'm working on.

Actually, first, I should mention that yesterday we went to sign some paperwork for the house. This is the paperwork Joel has been working on for almost a year. It would update all the information that the government has about our property. The previous owners had been working on it for years. Anyway, instead of getting to sign the papers, we were told that everything we were doing was very suspicious, that there were things that were obviously wrong with our application, and that we would need to bring a whole lot of proof with us to get this stuff signed. Of course, that proof was submitted years ago. Anyway, after that, Joel called the realtor, who said that he will have the agency's lawyers look at everything again. Probably we will have to ask him to come with us next time.

Today, I went to the gynecologist as a followup to the surgery. He says all is well, so that is resolved. I want to get a urine test to make sure that the bladder infection is gone, but since I have never had a clean test at the hospital where my gynecologist is (and have also never had any symptoms), I decided to try going to a private testing place. I'll do that soon.

So, back to painting. I wanted to paint one of the lavender clusters of flowers on the jacaranda tree in our yard, and yesterday, I finally got a photo of it with a bumble bee on one of the flowers. So, I will use that as my reference photo. I also am going to paint a jungle picture (for a friend who hates the cold). I downloaded a bunch of "fantasy jungle" images with a plan to make my own. I talked to Claude.ai about how to go about making my own image, and it was really helpful with very very basic instructions on how composition and contrasting light and dark work. The most interesting thing was that when I used the rule of thirds, as it suggested, I discovered that almost every "fantasy jungle" image had an opening or a path that led to the point where the bottom horizontal rule and the right-hand vertical rule cross. The right-hand vertical rule almost always was over an area that was lighter than the rest of the image, and the top horizontal rule was generally on top of a bridge or arch of some kind. There is almost always a giant tree in the middle. So, I took a photo of a giant tree growing over a ruin and a statue of a lion or dog that we saw when we visited Cambodia and threw those into the painting plan too. In almost all of the "fantasy jungle" images, there was also a figure looking away from the viewer. I decided that he should be looking at the dog statue. Joel suggested a troll under the bridge, so I made the troll be waiting for the guy who is looking at the statue. I've always liked pictures with weird, bright colored mushrooms in them, so I plan on throwing some of them in too. I sketched all this out, and it seems like it should work. I painted the background of the flower picture and the basic structures of the jungle picture, and they both seem okay so far. Of course, they will need a lot of work. I'm going to focus slightly more on the jungle painting, as I would like to send it out this weekend if possible, while the flower picture will go with me to the US to be sent out when I get there, so it is a bit less urgent.

Oh, and in other exciting news, I have been wishing that I had the timeline for my Mass Effect story in a database for a while now, as I have all these entries that are related to all kinds of different plotlines and characters. I have been copying them into different pages in my wiki, but it is kind of a mess to have just tons of copied lists of what happens on which day, because of course, when you change one, you need to then change all of them. Also, the copying is annoying. Anyway, the answer is to make a different page for each timeline event and then link the other pages for plotlines, characters, and timelines to it. I worried it would be too much. However, last night, I finally gave in and did it.

I decided to only worry about doing it for the stuff that hasn't happened yet in the story, so I gave that portion of the timeline to ChatGPT and Claude.ai and asked them to take the date format that I had for the events and change it (in a way I described) to make those dates into links to wiki pages. ChatGPT isn't great at this, but Claude.ai did a great job. I discovered after, though, that the date format I was using wasn't going to work quite right, but I was able to fix all of that this morning. Now that I have worked with it a bit, I like having the timeline in this format. Because one day is a page rather than just a couple of lines in a larger list, I can transfer all my notes and thoughts about what happens on that day onto the page. There was a lot of stuff that I either hadn't taken into consideration or didn't know about that I have been able to clean up because of this. I have quite a bit more still to do, and I don't have the bad guy's plotline done by any means (I think I have part of it organized and then "and then they are stopped" at the end, which isn't enough). However, as I go through the main plotline that I already have written and flesh out my ideas, I am coming up with more and more opportunities to tell my story.
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Yesterday, I painted. My nebulae haven't been so great. I realized that even though I know to use the color that is there rather than the color that I think is there, I had still been using a thin version of the color I thought I saw, which was making everything look wrong. For example, let's say you have a dark piece of ground that has a band of light on it, even if the light is white or yellow, obviously you don't paint a white or yellow strip on the ground. You paint a lighter brown stripe, as the dark ground doesn't become white, unless that light is really really really bright. Okay, so for the space scenes, I had been painting a thin yellow color, for example, over the space background. It didn't work, because it was just sitting on top of the space scene rather than looking like part of it. To fix it, (just like with the dirt) I took and first made a slightly lighter section of space by mixing a transparent white with the background blues and purple (black space is boring). On top of that, I put lots of increasingly light shades of blue and pink (the nebula colors) with a couple of different brushes, and ended up with something that is pretty believable as a starscape. I'm using an art social media site, which has a nice portfolio function, so you can see it here.

Joel has been encouraging me to remember to sign my artwork. I can use the rigger brush (the long one that I use for grass and which worked well in this for the waves of the nebula) to put my initials, but I do not have a brush that makes it easy to write the date. I just can't make "2024" look normal. However, Joel suggested Roman numerals, which would be MMXXIV, which is way easier, since there are no curves.

It is rainy and chilly here. I'm not complaining, as I haven't been great about watering the garden. Or weeding. Now that my feet are functional (although not healed completely), I really want to get out there and start weeding, plus going on walks.

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