I've been doing fairly well, although my eating has once again been out of control. At the moment, I'm blaming exercise, as I think my calorie intake is fine for a normal level of activity, but not for two tai chi classes plus two days with cross country skiing. Even though I don't ski for hours and hours and hours, it is still a lot more exercise that I normally do. It is funny that I don't feel tired after doing it, but there are always consequences. I think that I decided last year that I shouldn't ski two days in a row. Twice in a week is probably fine, if I'm not upset about eating and eating and eating. I've clearly gained weight, but it is probably at least partly muscle, which will disappear quickly but whatever.
I posted the last chapter of my fanfic for Mass Effect 1. I'm at just over 70,000 words, which is way more than I've ever written before. I have enthusiastic readers, which is delightful, and I'm having less trouble than previously actually doing the writing. It was a bit of a surprise to remember that now that I've finished the part I was writing, I need to organize and plan out the next part. Since I'm writing a mystery, it is important that the plot be organized. Also, I just can't write without a plan... perhaps because I'm almost always writing some kind of a mystery. I'm really excited about the character interactions that are coming up. There are some parts of the Mass Effect series that are really frustrating, because the characters just don't have any more to say to you, and if you've been reading about them and their relationships in fanfic for years, it seems so shallow. I'm glad that I'll get to explore these characters more in my work. I'm also really excited about where the story will be going. I don't want to reuse the same plotlines (they do research, find the bad guys, attack them, but the bad guys get away) from the first section. I came up with some cool new directions to go, which should take me to Mass Effect 3 quite nicely.
One woman who works with the group for sick Peace Corps volunteers asked for my input on how to move forward. I'm not sure if she was asking me to volunteer or not, and I'm not sure if the woman who runs the group is actually willing to give up the spotlight. I did my best to be helpful and honest, not over commit myself, and put some emotional distance between myself and them so that if the woman who asked for my input ignores it, I won't get too annoyed (since they usually ignore my advice, which is why I don't work with them anymore). The process of dealing with them drained my desire to do anything at all yesterday. My psychologist and I both see that as a warning sign.
I've been slowly starting to read the book
Coyote by Allen Steele. While it seems quite well-written, the dystopian political situation in the book is not entirely unlike the dystopian political situation in the US (although the book is significantly darker). I thought I was sufficiently sheltered from US politics to not be upset by it, but one plot development nearly made me cry on the metro, and I was still having trouble not crying by the time I got home 15 minutes later.
Due, I think, to the vast quantity of peanuts I ate yesterday, today was much more productive. I have been trying to figure out what woodworking I would like to do to make our apartment more comfortable and visually appealing. After weeks of not thinking about it, I was suddenly able to plan when I'll go shopping for supplies, look over plans, and generally think about what I need to do. Thanks to the wonders of the internet and YouTube, I have found out a lot about what I was doing wrong previously. It turns out that there are a lot of tools that really help you make your work look better. However, if the source for your woodworking plans relies on power tools, then they aren't going to give you any of the information you need about the hand tools that will help you. Even with all the books I read about woodworking, I still managed to not know that magnetic hand saw guides exist (to allow you to make a perpendicular cut fairly easily). I have very few tools and no work bench, so I'm going to take some time to make the things I need (like the magnetic saw guide and something called a shooting board for use with a plane). I'll post pictures. Hopefully, these things will turn out really nicely. We'll see.
Oh, and I finished the overskirt! I don't know if I've mentioned this here, but I decided to make a wrap around skirt of heavy black synthetic material to wear over my pants or dresses when it is cold, windy, or rainy out, so that I don't have cold, wet clothes when I get where I'm going. Because houses and classrooms are so warm here, it also isn't comfortable to wear very heavy clothes a lot of the time. This way, I can just take off the overskirt and hang it up when I go inside. Yay!
